I can relate to this almost completely. its so true for me as well I’ve realized that Romance and Love can’t be broken because they are not matter I mean we cant think if i love someone when we love we just do its sponteous but relationships and attachments can be broken because they need to be thought through an worked through and theres much pain and pleasure in it. Sometimes i also feel kinda stuck though i feel like i am stuck at the same grade and I am blocking myself from rising above. Because its not hard to love but difficult part is letting the seed of love grow in a big tree giving it all and letting it grow. Yet it takes two people to let the romantic love grow. Since no matter how much we love we need to have a base a matter to ground our love. Relationship gives us that and it takes two to build it ; take care of it and let it grow and become a huge tree one day.