Why I start to write with a nickname?

I always wanted to write about my ideas and feelings however I never intend to! I read million things about expressing yourself, being confident but I still dont know why I don’t have any self confidence to talk about my ideas in public. I always had doubts like what if I’m wrong, what if they judge me and I thought that I’m not clever enough to own ideas.

Yes I’m stupid! Because I always lived on people’s ideas. I told myself lets make them think that I’m strong, rich, beautiful, happy, successful, clever, sexy, stylish, confident! BUT WHY? Sometimes I know why and most of the time I forgot why.

Now I see people, I hear ideas, I see successes and I see none of them is really genius or better than me! We are human with free mind so am I! From now on, I’m going to write about how I feel and what I think and I’ll do it publicly!

CK…