Eighteen

I got my period almost a week and a half early
Very interesting
I wasn’t stressing at all about being pregnant with Marc, I’ve never been less worried in my life
Poor kid, think I scared him off, he hasn’t messaged me since seeing him and he always does the next day. Told you I’m a bitch when you don’t fuck me. Harsh times. I’m about to bang the whole goddamned city though, so no worries.

Lets all appreciate Mara for the angel that she is. The bud is gorgeous, said she can hook me up with her dude and its 25 dollars cheaper than Dads which is nice too. Aurora is so excited :D

Nothing at Marshalls, nothing at the random store next to Marshalls, nothing at Target save for the five perfectly ripe avocados I waited nearly fifteen minutes to purchase due to the lines. Motherfuckerrrrrrr

I feel like going to the movies again, it was very nice going in Manhattan. Fifteen fucking dollars for a ticket at 1130 in the morning though — we even had early bird prices for anyone who came in before noon when I worked at the same brand of theatre on Long Island. Prices are insanity these days, its hard to justify myself spending on anything but food, and my food costs a lotttttttttttttt. Colonics weekly if I can, biweekly for sure. Budddddddddddd, shit thats a crazy expense. Traveling, staying in hotels as I go like a queen, its a wonderful thing I take off my clothes for a living.

No one is here, I should take advantage and cam but fuck that so hard. Stripping at 245 in the afternoon is harsh, especially when I have to leave an hour early to drive there. I will though before I leave for Manhattan, I think, maybe. We’ll see how it goes.

Its time to eat now

WALKING TONIGHT FOR SURE
NO EXCUSES 
NO EXCUSES
NO EXCUSES
NO EXCUSES
NO EXCUSES