Twenty

Fuck these people want a whole song and dance before I move in, even for the Asian couple whose kitchen I’ll be sleeping in for two nights

I’M TIRED LET ME GO TO BED
$45 for 72nd street right on the river though

^^^^That was last night, I felt super sick all of a sudden and just passed out

This period has been intense, I’m bleeding SO much and the other night I nearly vomited from the cramps. Super harsh.

This 72nd street address is taking forever to get back to me, what the fuckkkkkkkk

I still have to call the IRS and pay the bills, waiting for the money to be in my account. This morning Marley sent 1750 to pay for the apartment on the lower east side till January fourth eeeeek :D

Need to grab water, theres actually a water place really close to my flat so I’m excited for that, will be bringing my water jugs with meeeee

Dwane got back to me late last night, should have a scheduale today

Need to find a gown as soon as possible

Doing laundry nowwwwww, have like nothing to pack as I never unpack anything here. Will be bliss bouncing out of here. Everyone is sad about it so its hard to keep my excitement contained. I have so much bud to leave with as well :D :D :D Dads dude finally pulled through the day I bought from Mara so I’m thrilled to be going with so much :D

Leaving on the train in a few hours, Alexander stayed home from school today so driving me will be no problem. I was pissed earlier because I spent a long time loudly masturbating in the shower and had NO idea he was here, gahhhhhh.

Last night was fun though, neither of the boys got Chanukah presents because both their parents are broke. We all chilled in the kitchen (me and the boys, Dad and Aurora went to bed at like 830) and talked, Bryan was sad about the non-presents but I explained how some holidays are just tough for parents, that there will be better times. Plus I invited him to bowl in the city with me for his birthday (our tradition has been on Long Island so this will be different/fun) and he got all excited about that. Alexanders’s birthday is the ninth, he wants to come into the city and get drunk with me haha. Okayyyyyy, he’s seventeen!! Thats old enough right? I never really did this shit with Pen/Gin — Penny started drinking/experimenting with drugs way before me and Ginny is a straightedge and was covering for me most of the time lol

UES chick got back to me, happy to host but I have to be there at six instead of three like I was planning. Fineeeee, fineeeee prolong my return to Manhattannnnnnnnn

I’m bringing my Christmas lights :D The long term apartment reminds me of my Brooklyn Apartment and it looked great with all the lights around I’M SO FUCKING EXCITED.

I hope the girl is chill, I hope I can smke in the apartment and that she’s away ALL THE TIME. If the money goes really well I’ll look for my own apartment in January :D :D

Have a really good feeling everything will work out, yes yes yesssssss

Kind of want to hit a bar tonight (if I can’t work!!!!!) just celebrate the fuck out of my return, plus I never went to bars on my own before when I lived in Manhattan, the time has come :D