Twenty-five

Got some shitttttttt to do today, I really should be leaving immediately but I figured I’d get some writing in. Plus Dad isn’t answering at allllll, so I figure I’ve got till the afternoon

Talking with Marika, will get a colonic ideally tonight, won’t eat ideally either

Buy Aurora something

MUST GET DRESS, MUST GET A FUCKING DRESS

Fuck Angelica isn’t getting back to me the fucking whore, last I heard from her was early yesterday morning. Let me buy your place, pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee just wait till Wednesday

Lana asked me to smoke up on the roof. Fucking annoying. The roof is gorgeous though, I have a view of the Brooklyn Bridge, Empire State, Freedom tower. Plan on taking sick panoramic shots. This place is a great area but I don’t like living with people, worried about my music volume and whatnot.

Bought a USB cord last night for my ipod, it was close to midnight as well I LOVE YOU MANHATTAN so nice being in a place where millions of stores/restaurants/critical hardware places are open all the time

Excited to walk around with music, going to buy some new songs and go out into the city, get this shit done so all I have to do is meet up with Dad and Aurora later.

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Wrote all that yesterday morning, ran around like a madman yesterday, took me HOURS to find a dress, something like four to five hours. I bought the last dress I tried on, its dark red, spaghetti strap, little red dress beneath a lace red flower design that goes down all the way to the floor. Wish it were black but I know red scientifically attracts men, so thats a good thing; I own nothing red but I was desperate when I bought it, it fits me perfectly and I had fifty minutes to get back to my place, drop off the dress, and then get up to 34th street. I hope bright pink lipstick goes well with a red dress. I tried to look up pictures of models with it and found n o t h i n g, oh well its a strip club, lights are low to begin with.

Came back, smoked, walked all the way uptown to 48th and fifth (all I do is walk here, hours every single day, I love it) where I met Dad and Aurora, they were in shit moods, bitching at eachother the entire time, it wasn’t fun. I took them out to dinner and that was stressful, the waiter fucked up bad on several accounts and Aurora bitched out the manager, he took off like twenty bucks because of it. They seemed in better moods after dinner and I walked them to Madison Square and they went in for their Jim Gaffigan show, Aurora said he was hilarious.

Came back here, cooked, ordered food too haha, lots of hummus and babaganoosh. The food here is too amazing, that shit stops now though as I just got my colonic from Marika, set my alarm for 740am, walked up to 20th street, came back here, will get ready soon as my shift starts at 2, want to be there earlier though. 1122 now.

Feel so much better after colonicking, didn’t realize how badly I needed one until this morning, thank fuck — waking up that early was so worth it. Alochol fucks with my body. She also asked if I was nervous, and I am — just want everything to work well here. I don’t want to stress like I have in the past about living here. I don’t want to stay too long either, I miss europe.

1127 ❤

Beimeng wrote a review about me!!!

Melissa’s stay with us was very pleasant. She was really warm and friendly, easy to communicate with, and she has an interesting life. I’m also glad to rent out the kitchen to someone who loves cooking. I’ll recommend her to any hosts!

Shit I was terrified she’d write that I stunk up her house with bud and would warn all other future hosts.

Love you Beiiiiiiiiiiii ❤ xo

I just wrote her a kickass review as well