Twenty-four

Chinatown living :) Technically its the ‘lower east side’ but I’m a block away from the Chinese madness. I say that in a good way, I like it a lot; I’ve never lived in this part of Manhattan and its cool. I like the place I’m at now, I haven’t seen the dude who lives here but the other roommate, Lana is here apparently all day long, rarely leaves her room. She’s stunningly gorgeous and really nice. She came to help me carry my suitcase up the stairs. She’s short, really short black hair, gorgeous face, cute little body. Oh beauty, I recognize you right away. She also took about twenty minutes to properly make my bed, made me think she’s got OCD as all the lines on the duvet were lined up and shit. The place is nice, very clean, pretty big, extremely well organized. And one of the house rules is to take off your shoes when you enter. And the tub is in the kitchen lol. I’ve got a fire escape right outside of my window that I love smoking on, it reminds me of the fire escapes that everyone sings on in RENT. I’m here till the 17th for sure, if possible I’ll book the place till the 27th once the week is up. Then if all goes well I’ll be on East Sixth street between first and second for the end of December/all of January. The area is great, true lower east side and I’m a huge fan, probably my favorite neighborhood in the city. Lots of hipsters, vegan stores, juice places everywhere, cheap massage spots. And I would be living alone which is another huge plus.

I went to see it yesterday, not a huge fan. No balcony, no roof access, the place smells a little and the kitchen is super dingy. I don’t like the lighting either, will need hordes of Christmas lights. It does have a bathtub though which is important. I have wood floors in my bedroom as well. Angelica is nice, she’s a fashion student and from India.

Went out directly after seeing the place, circled the neighborhood for ages trying to find a bar I liked with a hot bartender, that process took over an hour and I just jumped in a random bar I couldn’t look into because I was tired of looking for one, scrutinizing the windows like a freak trying to get a good look at the bartender haha. I sit down and at the far end of the place I see this hot dude, he was one of the bartenders and really good looking. Super tall, short beard, hot face, longish hair. He didn’t look at me once, he served every other patron in the fucking bar and didn’t turn to me at all. One of the bar runners noticed I was sitting there for a few minutes without my order even being taken so he alerted the female bartender and she served me the shittiest glass of white wine I’ve ever had. The bar had a million televisions, literally lined up next to eachother all over the walls, some huge screens. They were playing one of the star wars movies, I’ve never seen any of them (no desire in my life) and from what I did see I thought the whole thing was fucking stupid. Plus everyone in the place was sooooooo into it, kept imatating Chewbacca and everything lol. Some type of movie game trivia was going on and the dude at the mic kept making the sound fuck up, every other word he said the mic would make that wailing, high pitched scream thing and it got to the point where all the patrons were yelling for him to shut upppppppp haha. Some people were pissed that they didn’t get enough points that they thought they deserved, started yelling and complaining about it, nerdiest place ever

I didn’t enjoy myself, I was annoyed for being completely ignored by the hot man (I ran around for an hour looking for youuuuuuuuuu cmon dudeeeeeeeee) and you know its bad if I only stay for one glass. So yeah I bounced, walked for a few blocks before I walked into another bar, couldn’t see anything looking in, however as soon as I enter I see this sexxxxxxxy bartender right at the center, I sit directly in front of him (hahahhaa) and ask if they sell wine. Shit, I think we had a little bit of a moment when I sat down, we just like locked eyes, stared for a second. FUCK the kid is perfect looking. Gorgeous eyes, gorgeoussssss eyes, bluish/green I think, tall, perfect body, you can tell he looks sick in a bathingsuit, built but not too much. Short brownish, blondish hair. Anyway he serves me, asks if I want free pizza (you already knowwwwww the answer) and I chilled there for a bit on my own. The gorgeous kid had a friend he was talking to, there was a girl involved in the situation and I was praying she wasn’t his girlfriend, she ended up leaving though :D After a few minutes the kids friend came up to me and started talking, his name is Corey. Cool dude, dealer :D :D :D said he could sell me a half ounce for a hundred. EXCUSEEEEEEE ME PERFECT CONNEC :D :D :D shit we’re going to be friends; I took his number immediately. He asked me what my sign was!!!! LOVE when asked that question, he doesn’t know a lot of Cancers and I told him Scorpion men are assholes haha. It was around that time the gorgeous kid came over and we all started talking :D :D :D His name is Dan and he’s from Florida, he’s fucking gorgeous dude, the type you want to take a million facebook pictures with and POST THAT SHIT EVERYWHERE haha. He’s an Aquarius. We all talked about not having friends which was fun. He’s a stonerrrrrrrrr :) :) :) I spent awhile there, had three glasses I think so it got a little blurry. OH but right in front of his friend, Dan goes 
 — you should call me sometime
 — oh yeah?
 — yeah, I want to smoke with you
 ::immediately take out my phone and gave him my number::
CALL ME DAN!!!!!!!!

He may not call me though, because out of nowhere this hot British kid rolls in the bar, spots me in my England football jersey and starts chatting me up right away. Oh Dan, don’t take it personal, I still want you tooooooooo, but shit the English kid is hot, hotter in a different way than Tim — he doesn’t look like the golden boy, shorter, dark shaved hair, super pale skin, thin, sexy though, and DAMN its good hearing the british accent again, I need that shit in my life. Yeah we talked till almost three in the morning, I couldn’t tell you what about, but I know he wanted to fuck but I didn’t want to completely ruin my chances with Dan. Priorities!! He walked me out, we made out in front of the bar and I got in a taxi. Couldn’t tell you if I gave him my number. I’m praying to fuck Dan didn’t see us kissing, or if he did he doesn’t care and still wants to hang. Shit I want to bang both of themmmmmmmm, just not fucking in front of them D:

I do remember right before leaving that Dan charged me for like, a single glass of wine when he kept refilling my glass when it was only close to being empty. I asked him about it (next to the British kid, couldn’t tell you his name lol) and he just smileeeeed all gorgeous. fuckkkkkkk

Today I woke up early, walked to the water store and got a membership, unlimited water for just 25 dollars monthly!!! Filled up my phountain bottle and bought one of theirs. BPA free jug, very nice. Bought some quinoa, bought some gorgeous hot pink lipstick thats all organic and everything. Walked back here, made the quinoa, smoked, ate, napped, spoke with Marley. He’s sending me the full amount for Angelica’s place, shit man, on top of everything he just sent me!! Says he wants me sorted, makes me think he really fucking loves me, just the amount of cash he’s throwing over so I can be safe in my own own spot in Manhattan. Its humbling and I’m grateful as hell.

Its Aurora’s birthday today, and the new moon!! She’s so cute, I was telling her about last night and she goes ‘you and those fucking europeans!!’ I knowwwwww, I know :) YOU CAN’T EVEN BLAME ME, HAVE YOU HEARD THEM SPEAK?!

She’s coming into the city tomorrow with Dad, beyond excited to see them. Excited to spoil her but not exactly sure, don’t have a thing for her at the moment. I’ll think of/find something good.

I told Corey I’m a stripper (so Dan for sure knows), when I was talking to the kid from the first bar when I saw Laura’splace…when he asked me what I did I automatically told him that I worked for an author. Its easier for me to tell the truth when I’m abroad, just because I’m out and moving around thousands of miles from where I’m from…I never want to be perceived as though I’m sitting on my ass and doing nothing, unmotivated. Plus I wasn’t attracted to Corey and that helps. He said I don’t look like a stripper lol. I LOOK LIKE A WRITER who happens to be a fabulous stripper ahem :) I told him about how I felt over looked and he said he understood, that they all are so in your face with their bodies and whatnot

Will continue telling the truth, don’t want to hide who I am. Fuck the liessssssss

My ipod cord mysteriously disappeared, so harsh — need to find one so I can charge my shit.

I wanted to hit up strip clubs tonight but I have no energy, will go into it hard on Sunday, hopefully snag a few more shifts, find another place on days I’m not working. Will work all week, not under so much pressure as Marley is a saint, so yeah, I’m feeling good about it. I need to buy a proper dress as well, have a feeling the new club will be more strict. I NEED TO BUY A RAZOR AND SHAVE MY BODY its been weeks.

Think I’ll chill here for awhile, want to blog but Tumblrs been fucking up on me. Will go for a walk later and bask in the new moon, will write my wishes. Possibly get a colonic from Marika tomorrow, I don’t really need one at all but I want to feel as good as possible for my shift on Sunday, I need to look and feel fantastic and prove to them I can take on more shifts.