Twenty-Seven
Corey had me sitting in his house almost two hours before this bud showed up, asked if I’d cook for him, wanted to talk relationships. He thinks I’m working and wants me to stop buy after work, buy a twenty bag off me. How on Earth can you be a dealer, be completely dry, live in midtown and have to buy off me?
Atleast I got the bud, good shit too.
He told me that I flat out told him at the bar that ‘men are only interested in sex’ when he asked if I’d chill with him lolololol. Apparently he offered me coke and I turned him down because he watned me to go to another bar with me. Drunk me knows her priorities haha, hot dudes > coke anyday.
Work tomorrow, work tomorrow. Will make more money, will go in earlier and make myself make more money.
I napped, I smoked out on the fire escape because the roommate is sleeping and its raining and I’m too tired to go up on the roof.
No texts from Dan. Harsh news. Can’t do shit right now though so its for the best.
Tomorrow I ask about staying here longer, its still available on the site!! There are cheaper places but I don’t want to moveeeeeee
Jupiter in Aries (Alyssa is doing a series on it right now) means I have the best luck when I do things on my own, that its important to know who I am and to go about it through my own means. A lot of just doing and seeing what happens lol.
Makes sense that I was miserable being married, but experienced so much growth moving out on my own, and leaving him.
Its a good thing I’m in New York, living with parents and traveling with Penny and Stavros isn’t good for me, at least not for the present time. However when I’m with people its supposed to be a learning experience (its no wonder I’m so selfish, dont’ want your time unless you’re teaching me something smfh) and that makes sense for sure.
I have a shitton of squares and interceptions in my jupiter, it means that as a kid an authority figure hindered me from learning about who I truly was.
Is astrology not so goddamn accurate?!
Oh Mommmmm, oh church
Not looking forward to work lol, will have to get water beforehand as well. Very harsh. Because Corey took SO FUCKING LONG I had to do my shopping on the way back and I bought another jug because once I got home I wasn’t going anywhere. That kid was hassling me to get there exactly at three and I walked like a madman to get there on time, my speed is out of the world these days, Amy said so when I caught up with them as well. I came here, cooked, ate and fell asleep,didn’t even smoke until after my nap. Feeling tired now, should go to bed so I’m not exhausted in the mornnig