He F*cked Me and Threw Me Outside in The Cold
Is this what we are nowadays — nothing but a hookup and some cuddles?
Before telling my story, I want to make it clear that I know it’s not all men who act like this.
However, I want it off my chest anyway.
My Story
It was a regular day like any other when my phone made that “bing” noise, and I knew I had a match.
Yup, I’m using Tinder and I’m proud of it.
A handsome guy only two miles away with a tinder bio saying “if we match I owe you a pizza”
So of course I texted him; “Someone owes me pizza” (LOL, guess such a bio makes girls text men first)
He replied: “Sure, I’m ordering it straight away… 7 pm.?”
Normally I don’t just leave for an evening with a guy and some pizza, but there was just something… something I had to explore.
So I replied, “sure, what’s your address?”
2 hours later I was walking up this guy’s driveway, extremely nervous, and thinking about if I had sprayed too much perfume on my body.
“knock knock”
The most handsome guy I’ve ever seen opens the door and invites me inside.
He’s not shy… he just talks and talks.
We eat pizza, and play board games, while he asks about my life — it seemed like he was genuinely interested.
Time passes, and before even knowing it, the time is 11 pm… I explain that I think I should leave.
The rain is pouring outside, and there were at least 600 meters to the nearest bus stop, so he kindly asks me if I would like to stay for the night.
Enchanted by his masculinity, smell, and generally charming personality, I convinced myself to take the chance and stay.
Of course, we weren’t even in his bedroom before we began to peel off each other’s clothes.
He was so gentle, yet so bad. We did it all… I’ve never imagined myself doing such things with a guy I just met.
It was freaking amazing, and that night I was floating on a pink cloud.
The next day, we get up around 8 am. I don’t expect much, maybe a cup of coffee, and then I will take my stuff and leave.
But I don’t even get a chance to say good morning before he says “don’t you have other places to be?”
And in seconds I was out in the cold with crushed feelings.
I’m nothing but a quick hookup and some cuddling.
“It’s the last time I sleep with a guy” I told myself while knowing I cannot keep that promise.
— I hope we can begin to focus more on a relationship than quick relationships…
