When you have things you want to accomplish, and you’re not getting them done, pushing harder is almost never going to work. You have to get rid of the negative thoughts in your head first. You have to convince yourself that you are capable. When you feel good about yourself you get good results, when you feel bad about yourself you get bad results.
…y, to carve a pool, to experience the feeling of writing graf on a train instead of going to class. That outlaw feeling was hardcore punk rock, long before Blink-182 or Green Day fucked everything up, when hip-hop wasn’t an advertising tool and when getting an ass-kicking for being different meant something.