Things I didn’t say Things I didn’t meant

It was such a nice way
For me to say
To you all I held,
All I felt
When I saw you

You just threw it away
And I said we may
Be happy someday even apart
And you insisted to break my heart

I thought it was my mistake
Until I realize I did everything I had to make
I just hoped you wouldn’t be so cold
Freezing out my blood
With a few words

Things I didn’t say
Things I didn’t meant
You told I said
And all my care
Was like it wasn’t there

Now I’m left
Here in my bed
With this thought stuck in my head
Getting mad
Remembering that once I wanted you so bad

So please go
Because I know
You have nothing to show
Your life has no goal
That match mine
And life is to short to not shine