HYPOCHONDRIAC...

I guess.... Every one has some aspect of his personality.... That may seem weird to others.... Like.... Psycho......

But I have a lot of them.... Thats what people say

And I know it too....

One of My friend...... She says I’m hypochondriac..... Funny huhhhh

She says that I get so much obsessed with something I watch.... I even feel like I m the main character.... And my life is same....

That is actually not the case with word HYPOCHONDRIAC..... This term is more related to medical

But That’s true.... Sort of.....

Ofcourse I’m not that crazy to feel myself in fantasy... Not that fairy tale stuff.... Its just that I see…. In some stories....the emotions and circumstances of characters... Very close to mine.... But that s not weird right!!!!!

Let me give you an example..... I have just read TWILIGHT in last 2 semesters..... In NEW MOON.... When Edward left her unprotected.... She seems really really hurt... Like her own center of gravity vanished.... Sunless solar system..... At that time... Most see her wrong as she uses Jacob.... But that is not the real case in my eyes.... I see that she was hurt.... Like Stephanie describes

“Hole in chest... Getting bigger”

At times like this... All we need is distraction.... Something to make us forget what we are facing.... Even for a little time period..... She was left with no choice.... Sometimes.... I feel the same.... When I m hurt.... I try to divert my mind.. Do anything of my interest....

I feel like this about my most favorite songs too... Like Taylor swift’s song lines

“You called me up again just to break me like a promise....
So casually cruel in the name of being honest
I’m a crumbled up piece of paper lying here
Cuz I remember it all too well”

I felt same..... When I was ditched by whom I loved the most

Things like this are not crazy right????

I dont think that I’m totally right about this..... “how to feel” is something particular.... Something different and unique for all....

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