It makes me numb.

Tia Deas
Tia Deas
Aug 31, 2018 · 1 min read

How you crept into my blue black heart and made it pump faster

Than the adrenaline rush that came to the brain after my feet had already collided with yours

But I was stuck in a place of feeling nothing because of how

You chose to leave and desert the very place my mind had given you

In the depths of my soul as a goal for where we will always be connected

Yet neglected to feel the same real and I’m trying not to make this a big deal.

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