For SarahFour grueling months of hellI know that this subject is something I touched on briefly previously — my reasons for undertaking the schedule I have been on since the…May 26, 2017May 26, 2017
For SarahFriendshipYou have said to me that I have certain things to do to validate and prove my friendship to you…most importantly leaving you to have your…May 20, 2017May 20, 2017
For SarahDeath of an icon sparks thoughts of mortality and the high cost of tossing in the towelI awoke yesterday morning to a text message that floored me. Chris Cornell…dead…apparently from a suicide. Shocking news to say the least…May 19, 2017May 19, 2017
For SarahThoughts before bedI am so scared that I have undone what existed between us…it motivates me to no end. I know I was slow to react and respond to your needs…May 18, 2017May 18, 2017
For SarahAnger testI have many things to work on. I have been thinking about all of them, and one of them at the very forefront of my mind was tested today. I…May 17, 2017May 17, 2017
For SarahA new day oneYesterday I wrote you for the last time for the foreseeable future. I am bound to that promise and the promises contained within that…May 17, 2017May 17, 2017
For SarahClosing thoughts…for nowI get the dreadful feeling that I may never hear from you again. I also fear that even if I do things will never be the same or even…May 9, 2017May 9, 2017
For SarahToday’s thoughtsGetting by, but it’s not easy. Most mornings I still find myself resisting the urge to say hello, to check in on you and make sure you are…May 6, 2017May 6, 2017
For SarahHaving a bad night, missing you, missing what should have been, what could be.May 4, 2017May 4, 2017
For SarahDay five, part two…I watched an interview of Obama just a bit ago, post presidency, and he said something that made me think of you. He said, and I quote…Apr 30, 2017Apr 30, 2017