Making phone calls is hard. Doctor’s appointments. Plans with friends. Decisions. I make messes of many kinds and can’t handle the clean up. Instead, I am content to alternate between three apps on my phone, with mind numbing reality tv playing in the background, for hours. I don’t like to think. My thoughts are often negative.
Mothering with Mental Illness
Dominique Matti

These are some of the ways I experience depression as well.