Not Feelin’ It

Gayle Lynn Smith
Jul 25, 2017 · 2 min read

I want to apologize ahead of time, I’m not feelin’ it today, or maybe I’m feelin’ too much. I am drowning in a sea of sadness and regret. I am hoping this will exorsise the demons from my mind.

This life is so crazy, sometimes I fight so hard to just breathe…

Today has been one of those days. Woke up crying, sucked it up. Acted normal, did morning chores, talked to friends online, revealed some, not all, of my inner turmoil. My daughter asked me for advice… I begged her not to make a mistake similar to one I had just made… It hit so close to home, I was physically sick. I took…

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Gayle Lynn Smith

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I'm Gayle. One woman dedicated to my family and being all I can be. Traveling the world in search of the perfect end to my story. (With parkinson's)

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