Prose for the aquarius boys

Lately I have been wondering if you think of me as often as I do. I know I should not think of you the way I do, it hurts but I just can’t help it. I miss you all the time, I wish you were here with me so we could chat and have all the laughs we have on the phone. I wish you knew how much I think of that first time you asked me to kiss you and how much you mean to me. You held me tight when I most needed to be held, you showed me what brightness, light and shine look like. You ceased the darkness within and made me your own. I gave myself to you body and soul. I wish you knew you will always be the special one, the first one, the most loved of them all. The others can only stand at your feet, you are unreachable, insuperable. My beloved one, I wish we could hold hands and seize the rest of our lives together. I hope soon enough we will reunite, I hope you still love me by then. I miss you and always will.