I made this smile for you

It’s true.

that’s not to say
there’s any way
the fall of the corners
would indicate
or elaborate
the secret shape-
 if I hesitate
 the words escape-

Ah,
the way my mouth moves
when I think of you
is much kinder than
the wicked twist
of my plebeian lips-
there’s no upward curve
no twinkling eye
I’m sad to say
I don’t thrive
on wanting things I cannot have.

I made this smile for you,
 because,
if I were normal,
handsome, 
and unbroken,
I would not be able to stop
smiling at you.