Sep 2, 2018 · 1 min read
I thought this time was different
I mean a new guy from my past life
We talked about kids about marriage
He said he loved me
How was he able to leave me pregnant
And alone
For four months he never checked on me
Yet I still love him
He managed to cheat on me
And do everything possible to push me away
I wonder if he’ll grow up soon
If I’ll ever get my best friend back
My family back
How was he able to say I love you even after while trying to convince me to abort it
Did he ever love me
Did our time together after 15 years apart mean anything
I’m lost and in love
Pregnant and alone
