Zorah Bean
Sep 2, 2018 · 1 min read

I thought this time was different

I mean a new guy from my past life

We talked about kids about marriage

He said he loved me

How was he able to leave me pregnant

And alone

For four months he never checked on me

Yet I still love him

He managed to cheat on me

And do everything possible to push me away

I wonder if he’ll grow up soon

If I’ll ever get my best friend back

My family back

How was he able to say I love you even after while trying to convince me to abort it

Did he ever love me

Did our time together after 15 years apart mean anything

I’m lost and in love

Pregnant and alone

Zorah Bean

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A mom of two But teaches many. Loves wildly. Hurts deeply. Strong willed. But lost