Here Goes Nothing…

I discovered this site by way of advice from my super cool, super successful older brother as I was explaining to him my lack of writing talent- a talent that was unmatched in Jr. High. He suggested I create a blog (specifically on Medium) to help fine tune my rusty, under-developed writing skills. Get some “chops”, if you will.

I spend a lot of time worrying about my future and regretting my past, reminiscing on the potential I once had and convinced that all of that once blossoming potential is now sunk at the bottom of the sea of young, dumb person mistakes I have made. Because of my lack of self confidence I worry far too much about my future, am jealous of the 8-year-old who used to be me and knew exactly what she wanted out of life, and over-analyze and hesitate at every turn, and intersection in the road of LIFE.

I want to be a lawyer. I’m in school to become a paralegal and I really want to become a lawyer. It’s just a matter of applying to law schools upon completion of my bachelor’s, but who says I have what it takes to become a lawyer? I do. I have to say and know and believe with all of my heart and soul that I have what it takes.

This blog will be about finding myself, finding my confidence and redeeming my potential. I will use this to keep track of all the reasons I deserve to believe in myself and deserve to be proud of myself, despite past actions that contradict that sentiment.

If you read this, it says something about the type of person you are. Mostly that you are a person with nothing better to do.

But thanks anyways.