All is now clear enough to me. I read the link you proivided and several other ones that I derived from it. You refrain from mentioning many things about Gotar Shari, such as the Islamic connections and his pursuit for heresey by them. You do not mention his claim to have met Jesus in America and and that his followers claim to have seen his face in the black stone of Mecca and all sorts of relevant things.
You do not even mention that Messiah Foundation International claims that the sign of his face there is the proof that he is the Medhi and similar and that this is was predicted by Nostradamus and such ilk.
In short, your organisation is a sect who is following what the bible calls a False Christ. You hide behind the kind of mumbo jumbo that the New Age uses, normally referred to as Psychobabble, relaying on the eastern mysticism aspect to try and seduce new followers.
For all your talk of God, you do not even know what its like in Heaven. The ‘spiritual rebirth’ you talk about does exist. I have had one twice, but it does not give you the level of Union with God that you claim. In effect the lord you refer to is what those of ignorance call a lord of light that Heaven knows as a fallen angel.
You are either duped youtself or you are aware of the true situation, but in either case you are trying to dupe others and that sort of thing is not wanted here, so I strongly recommend that you leave this site. I make no threat as to what will happen to you if you do not, only to make the prediction that you will wish you had followed the recommendation if you do not.