Honestly, no matter how I look at it, I have two choices:
- Come to terms with the fact that I am apparently a non - entity who doesn’t matter for whatever reason(s)
- Continue fighting this somehow.
The problem being that I have fought this to the best of my ability. I have no idea what my options may be at this point. But I know that giving up is not an option; that way lies suicidal madness. I have been there many times before, and it sucks.
I had been trying to find legal counsel already, but no one wants to take on the client who can’t pay.
Which of course leaves me circling back around to the fact that my life doesn’t matter, and feeling defeated.