For this moment
Breakthrough during my mediation — bittersweet feeling of expectations. Examinations showed early signs of commitment — showing in the X-ray. It’s the reason I tripped out when the ex stayed. It’s the reason I tripped out when your “friends” came. Well we’ve made the decision to pedal backwards in our chapter. New dynamic. It’s been less than 4 minutes of it and I already can’t stand it God damn it. In a frantic to lose something so romantic and enchantic, but we didn’t plan it. I went from writing “For The Moment,” to now not owning it — the moment is sold and my words are no longer for sale — place them in the cell to rot and not tie nots in my stomach.