I’m tired and I’m tired of complaining and I’m tired of being tired. Every week it’s another complaint and I’m SO tired of it. I’m ready for it to be done. I’m trying to find the positives in all of this but it seems so difficult to do that… it’s just down right dark and depressing. For myself finding wins in this class is hard to come by. I may figure something out and be able to solve a problem but the grind to get there is guling… by the time I get there it hardly seems worth it. I know I’m learning and gaining knowledge, but damn it hard to see. The kind of win for myself I would like to see — well, I would envision like my favorite football team incepting a pass and then running it back for a touchdown… I would be fine with just the interception. Staying on the same football theme… my wins are more like spending the whole game moving the ball the entire length of the field… getting down to the 2 yard line and getting shut down… like 10 times in a row… then finally at the end of the game after a bunch of fumbles, turnovers and sacks — I get a field goal. wooohooo. But I’m trying to stay positive.