So here’s a poem I wrote for someone who will forever hold a special place in my heart. You might never read this, but if you ever do.. just know that I will ALWAYS cherish our memories. And I will always cherish you, for everything you have done to make me the person I am today. This might sound like a depressing ending, but our love for one another never was.
Your favorite past time.
“Love… Love… Love…
We took our love so high the only way to go was down
And once we were over the only thing on my face was a frown
The only thing I do now is pound.. at least 3 bottles a night
I know the way we ended wasn’t right
But we weren’t willing to put up a fight
SO YOU TOOK FLIGHT!
Now you’re in North Carolina hitting my line
Telling me i should go visit sometime
I should’ve been questioning you why, but i loved you so much I hit the sky
Next thing I know we’re lying side by side
Maybe the liquor and you weren’t right
But i was tired of all the fights
And honestly there’s nothing worse than the hangover
Except for the fact that we were over
was hoping after everything the feelings would pass over
But we continued to drink and the feelings came back.. & I HATE THAT!!
Cause I made a life in LA without you
and you’re laying in bed naked telling me about your new boo
Lying about a love that isn’t true
Now I’m feeling guilty about even going.. cause you’re showing me everything we could have been knowing you’re with another..
And it hits me, the reason I left… IT WAS THE LYING.. THE BEING TIRED OF TRYING
Trying to fix something that was unrepairable
Our love wasn’t bearable..
If we’re being honest, being with you was terrible
SO THANK YOU FOR MOVING STATES AWAY CAUSE I DON’T KNOW WHAT I WOULD HAVE DONE WITH YOU ANOTHER DAY!”