Jest like today of all days i thought i was lost but ive already been found and know who i am at least for the most part anyways it finding myself that is sometimes is a hard crouse its like iam takeing 3 marjors at night and the rest of the time its like just sharping my thoughts with the lights out some good some bad but all together iam still going in the same line so i guess its all the same as long as l dont lose my last marble or two that i got from pops that past. I realy think i need to get out and trivle as some say lessen my load relaxations. Bound. Before i go down that road of no return and the light that i will become. Fades to a deem glow. Amen james Wesley.