Funny :) Just as you, I realized though that I need coffee to dispose of coffee.
I have one of these cup machines as well. And one time instead of throwing the used cup away in the trash….I just put it in my bloody coffee cup.
The more coffee the better, right?
Simple suggestion: save up some money if you can last that long, and talk to clinics aboard either to discover what the problem is or to have the surgery you desire.
If that doesn’t work just apply for the removal of your genitals because you want to forgo gender change.
Take a break. As long as you continue what you’re doing and it doesn’t work, it makes no sense to grind at it and if in the end you manage to solve the problem it probably wasn’t worth the time you spent anyway whilst the next day with more energy you could have fixed it in much less time.
Learn how to use your time efficiently.
As it happens I’m having these problems. Got 2 projects going on, and one is utter shit, while the second one is enjoyable. I obviously want to finish the shitty one but there’s little incentive.
What helped me was to modify the game design as to make it something worth for me to play (not for my target audience) so that got…