As life goes on.
Reflecting on the past, I haven’t improved myself much. I’m probably taking steps back, becoming who I thought I was in the past.
Maybe I didn’t change at all? Haven’t I always been the same person anyway?
I feel like I’m the same terrible person I was before. I’m always encouraged, and I seem like a great person outside, but it’s all an act, of course. Every person has their own wall. It’s like opening the door with a smile on my face, but if anyone looked past me into the room all they would see would be the sad state of my life. A few pieces of furniture, a dusty table in the center, and some old clothes lying on the floor. Am I really different?
Countless times I’ve told myself that I would improve. I’ll become a better person. I can become the person I want to be. The only thing stopping yourself is you.
That’s a lie to myself.
It’s easy to lie to yourself when you can lie to others easily.
I’ll set some goals to work at. Daily goals.
- Don’t lie to yourself or to others.
- Be sincere. Don’t try to be someone else.
- Do at least one nice thing a day. Not something usual, or expected of you.
- Do one more nice thing.