a letter to an ex-friend
Letter to an ex-friend:
You got off easy on the conversation we had a couple of years ago. At that time I was doped up on xanax and any other drug(s) to keep me calm and somewhat focused. I truly feel sorry for you at this point in my life, but I have no empathy for you. You got off easy, your repercussions should have been allot worse, but karma will take care of that, I know there is more coming your way. Looking back at what you did, I can now see that you are not a man, and you have no backbone. You are actually quite pathetic, come to think of it. You wanted what was mine, you tried to take it from me, but in the end, no matter how beat down I was you still could not knock me down for the count. You manipulated the situation to your advantage, which like the liar and feeble man that you are, you had no choice, you were desperate for no one to find out. I rose up and destroyed your perfect little world. You are a person who is only out for himself and no one else.
Let me share a tidbit of information with you. You can and will never achieve what I have achieved in life, even with all your money, you can’t buy what I have, what I have achieved and who and what I am. What I am, IS better than you will ever amount to be. You lack the integrity as a man to do anything in life worthwhile. You are pathetic and weak, people like you are not acknowledged, you are a speedbump in the road of life. I now walk over people like yourself who get in my way, you are beneath me!!
Looking back, it really is amazing how distorted your reality was. The fact that you were annoyed that your cameras were hacked, and the fact that you stated “I trusted him” all the the while you were screwing around with my wife truly shows how narcissistic and delusional you really are. You are one fucked up individual, no doubt about that.
I truly believe in karma, things do happen full circle. You will at some point in your life experience the pain and anguish that I felt as the result of your actions. In the future, secrets will be revealed that were thought to remain secret, there coming!! I have some advice for you, you should not betray the people you confide in!!. The big difference is that you are too weak of a man to bounce back from the same pain, you couldn’t handle it. It would utterly destroy you and keep you down for good, which is pretty much where you should be. In time, you will get yours…
I leave you with this quote, these are words that I currently live by. Unfortunately for people like you who are feeble, dishonest, lack dignity, have no respect for themselves or others will never attain the spirit needed to move forward in life with any true personal success or purpose. You just don’t have what it takes, never had and you never will!!
Once thing is for sure, it will NEVER be forgiven, but it can be FORGOTTEN. The true power comes with learning to live with it, and growing stronger by learning from it. Like I said, it can be forgotten, just like you, it and you don’t matter.
‘“The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard you hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward. That’s how winning is done!”