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The therapist said I had a lot of untapped rage. I was relieved to hear her say that. My literal response was: “I’ve said that so many times before.” but I wanted to yell, “Goddamn right I do! Who wouldn’t? !” It wasn’t a revelation so much as an affirmation. I’ve learned to tell the difference in my life…
For as long as I can remember I’ve always wanted to be a dancer. As a child I would watch ballerinas bend and not break and I wanted that for my life. I also wanted to be a hip hop dancer, a stripper, a cabaret lead, a dancehall queen and a video vixen — all dancers…
I’m not really sure what I went looking for but somehow I knew exactly what it looked like. For months I haven’t written a single word really about what the hell it is I’m doing. Somewhere around November 2016 I lost my mind — I shouldn’t lie, I lost it in 2014. But if you take me back to November all…