I have no idea what I’m doing

You probably don’t either

I just got married a couple of weeks ago, quit a job that I couldn’t afford to drive to everyday because it was an hour away, sank into the deepest depression I have ever experienced and just today I spent money on nail art supplies that I really shouldn’t have.

I’ve been hitting myself because it’s better than cutting or… worse. Like I’m literally punching myself in the thigh multiple times a day as hard as I can. I have bruises.

I’m waiting to hear back from the state unemployment people to see if I can resume unemployment payments from quitting that job. I have no motivation. All I do is lay on the couch all day and watch TV.

And for some reason I feel so overwhelmed with everything even though literally nothing is happening in my life right now.

I don’t have a job so I can’t really see a professional to get back on the meds I need so…. I guess I’m just going to hang out until something happens.

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