Hear you David. Some of the same occured to me — the white noise of nagging questions over health, the legacy aspect, the disparity between belief and action — all ticked.
I just published a post trying to explain the same. But from a more pragmatic perspective. (Because I think I just became a chill vegan.)
Any doubts along the way? Or blips on the path, and how’d you realign yourself afterwards? (I live in Vietnam, where those things, due to the paucity of green eating options, are more likely to occur.)