Your story was worth sharing. It’s your side of it. And the many ways you were manipulated are important to document. I know it was difficult, and I want to realize that you are worthwhile, and worth loving.
Others need to read this. Others still in the depths of their relationship with an abuser. Others that are struggling with the results of their leaving their abuser.
Showing your strength, your courage, your fears, and that you are still struggling might help others realize that the problem isn’t them. They aren’t the one in the wrong, their abuser is. And they need to be free of them.