The thing is I’m dealing with two deaths of important members of my world, specially my partner in crime, the love of my life, my fiancee, we were supposed to marry when he recovered, and no all those plans are gone, 3 mt under ground and I still here, a little lost, a lot hurt and “not feeling like it” since July 24th…
Right as you said, my situation won’t change since I cannot bring my cousin and my fiancee back to life, and I reckon it’s not healthy to eat and sleep so badly, and feeling a little numb and stupid in order to survive…. Hope the pain can lower a little bit so it let happiness return to my life, at least to accomplish the mission my fiancee gave me to live my own life and be happy… It’s really hard but I know I will do it eventually, thank you so much for concerning about me, and specially for reading me
