An Open letter to the “Parent” that chose drugs and the gang life over me..

Dad? Father? My very worst enemy sounds better.

I was only two weeks old when your heart started to get cold, laying in the hospital they even told you I wasn’t gonna make it and you still chose to take care of some other chicks baby.. I was really sick dad and all you could do was deny me? Leave my mom all alone at the hospital while you were fucking my aunt dude? Now look where you are with this gang life fool.. In and out of prison for kidnappings, and murder? Those kids didn’t deserve the pain you put them through, I’m growing up now “dad” and I’m doing fine on my own my Moma raised a wonderful lil lady, and I’m about to marry my baby, “dad” I hope you know you also have a grand baby… I doubt you care I mean you just don’t understand do you…

…. Not a day goes by that I don’t think about you I mean just wondering what I did so wrong to you I was so young and you just left like you didn’t even care now you’re trying to take care of your other kids like your nothing but a champ, I hope they realize one day that there big sissy’s everything.. I hope you don’t leave them but on the down low, maybe there better with out you… Fourteen and five they should realize real soon that everything about you is simply too good to be true…

If you’d just do away with the gang activity the drugs and the disrespect too you’d be the person I wish you was.. I never wanted anything more than for you to step up and be the dad you wanted to be so bad, get in your feet and see I love you but your too good to be true… You out on a great show I mean everyone says you your a great dude but they just don’t know you like I do.. Grow up and show you grand child that there is a better you…

  • Its time for my to go im most likely wasting my time anyways, as I’m taking my time to write I realize you’ll never do right somebody should saved you but you were to far gone, you shoulda got help just like everyone asked you too I’m not too blind to see your gonna do whatever you want, you can’t help someone unless they want to help there self, you wouldn’t change for anyone not even your oldest daughter…