FINAL FAREWELL: FOR YOU

It’s been three months since I left,

Three months of grieving, all these pain I kept

The thought of bringing you back to my arms

Now it’s giving me much harm

Doubting is this a great decision

Now, I realize it brought me to a complete depression

How unlucky I am to enjoy

Reminiscing those precious memories I’ve had with this boy.

It hurts so bad

She’s texting all day long with my lad

Crying myself to sleep

The hurt and the pain so deep

I couldn’t figure out the solution

Is this because of my confession?

I try to wake up from this nightmare

Thinking that I wasn’t aware

He is wearing her identification card

My shattered heart was put off guard

Gosh! Why am I so affected

When my feelings are just tested

I’m going down, down, down

When all I have to do is frown

I wonder if he misses me

Oh, why do I love thee?

I’m so sorry for hurting you before,

Thanks for everything number 24.

I know your in her good hands

Now, all I have to do is stand

I’m sick and tired of all these pain

Gonna use the strength I gained

Thank you, I’m gonna miss you, this isn’t a lie

And I am bidding you my last goodbye.

-November 27, 2013