I close my eyes 
Sometimes I can’t look at you

Sometimes I don’t want you to see me
See me at this point in our lives
This point where I’m so gone
And I don’t want to come home
You’ll see the guilt 
Stained on my cheeks
Between my thighs
On my neck
Strung through my hair
Where did I go so far
Without you
So far while I’m still clinging to your hand 
I love you more than I can comprehend
But I’ve gone away
Alone
Seeking the darkness
Blinded by your beautiful bright lights
Shining throughout my soul
And I can’t face this light
This light that burns so fierce 
In your deep eyes
And I’m nothing and I
Love you

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