Weird mood.

I’m in one peculiar state, and I’m sure you know what I’m talking about. It’s one of these days when you feel like you know nothing, when everything is unsure. The only thing that remains is my purpose, I sincerely right now want to discard the rest and focus only on my life goals. Human relationships frankly feel like pointless interactions, and are way too much of a hassle for me right now.

BUT! Like the old saying goes- let’s be generous in prosperity and thankful in adversity. I’m thankful for everyone that’s still here with me and sorry I’m such a curveball sometimes, to be honest I feel like the best thing I could be doing right now is be practicing.

Practice gets me intensely present to the moment, which just dilutes any weird moods I may be having. I don’t know, maybe I’m just spouting a bunch if bullcrap to justify me wanting to shut off humans and interact only with the 6 strings of my guitar.

The adversity I’m facing right now, is ironically, faceless. I’m essentially fighting without a definite enemy.

Even though I could rationalise the weird mood and attribute to it some rhyme or reason, I would be falling prey to an oversimplification bias. It’s really easier to figure out what didn’t cause it rather than what caused it. Nassim Nicholas Taleb is one hell of a paradigm changing author.

Life is weird. I’m out.