I am touched by your courage and the bravery it took to share this publicly. I wish more people would be open about hearing/ learning reality, not always the scrubbed and sanitized versions. Your experience makes me think, feel extreme gratitude, as well as calls to awareness more facets of society that need deep healing. Healing can’t occur on any level when everyone is in the dark — this means victims, potential victims, rescuers and even the perpetrators. Stay in your truth. Don’t worry, you come across healthy and adjusted so I trust your method. Keep writing -it will eventually set you free.