Sweet Depression

I feel it coming back.

The black sweater I thought I threw away, I found in the back of my closet today.

I hate it but still wear it.

It’s tight, doesn’t fit, and makes me feel like shit.

I didn’t ask for this!

One day it was just there.

Starting in my hair spreading to my heart.

The pain is tearing me apart.

I’ve tried to let go but I don’t want to, I want to fight!

Because I have a right

To be happy.