I feel it coming back.
The black sweater I thought I threw away, I found in the back of my closet today.
I hate it but still wear it.
It’s tight, doesn’t fit, and makes me feel like shit.
I didn’t ask for this!
One day it was just there.
Starting in my hair spreading to my heart.
The pain is tearing me apart.
I’ve tried to let go but I don’t want to, I want to fight!
Because I have a right
To be happy.