I hope you find your way through the medicine issue. My daughter who suffers from depression, but was diagnosed as BPD is also on the minimum dosage of Zoloft. She had previously been prescribed a different medicine (I don’t know the name) that had made her feel completely out of it for most of the day. Since the switch to Zoloft, she hasn’t complained about this or what you have written and I hope it remains thus. Hugs and hope that things improve for you.