It’s been a hella year…
Well we’ll well it has been one hella year so far, and we are only 1 month in.
So I was going to the gym since October and doing it because I felt that if I took care of myself I would feel better and also attract men more on the level I wanted to date. I started eating super healthy with like 1 time a week something not so healthy. Then my personal trainer got transfered to another gym opening. I got a new guy and a week later he goes on vacation for new years for a week. I was given a temporary trainer but I did not like the 1st session so I decided to wait till my other new coach got back. By yhe time that came it was super cold.
I also, on New years, decided that I wanted to try after a year of being sober off alcohol that I wanted to try and be a normal human being. Well, I need up drinking about half the days of January, not in a row, but had I not put a stop to it, it certainly may have gotten out of control. My main reason for this is to teach myself that I can control anything I want to. 😌 so with that, I have taken the power back and set my start date back and that day tears poured down my face but I knew it had to be done that day was very emotional.
So just like 2 weeks prior I ened up making a decision to put Lee my bed ridden friend that has help me out for 9 yrs, I put him in a elderly group home to get the care he needs and deserves. We have to pay out of pocket and that cost 3500 a month. I mentally do not want to take care of him so it’s for the best of us.
I however was just going 5o go homeless and have a gym and storage and figure out sleep. But then I decided to secure something anyways and heard about airbnb never used it before but I looked and there was one in perfect location for a bed in a garage “red flag” but that’d all I wanted was a bed to sleep in. Anyways I resevered it for 4 months. Just to show up to abandoned house with a light on and trash everywhere.
I freaked out. I never expected to show up to anything like that at all. I called my sister in Florida, and she told me to get a hotel for a couple of nights. So last night was my last night in a hotel. I am currently at the gym. Gonna see how this goes. They have a movie theater here. So ill spend the wheels on the bicycle in there and watch a movie!
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Come on this homeless adventure with me! I need to be brought back down to earth and stop depending on people so we are going to take the scam as a sign that everything happens for a reason and get some gas up my ass.
I did do my very first order on uber eats with my ebike Today! I messed it up but didn’t give up even though I kinda wanted to cause I was stressed about the other order but I have to understand I am new I can’t be perfect at it on the 1st run lol. But I turned on the app as I was leaving my storage and a order came through and it was for 9 bucks so I hit accept then it beeped again and I added one for 3 bucks to it which was probably stupid but I was like let’s go lol.
So I get to the Panda Express, and all is good, and I think im taking the food to the person and it’s a mall location and I’m on a bike and no where to lock it up so I don’t know what to do not sure how to message the customer so I call support and finally it gets canceled and I think im done I fuked that one up lol. I see there is still one to go, and I’m trying to figure out how to cancel it, and I say ok let’s go do it. it’s just right there. And I did it, and it went pretty smoothly and even got a 6 buck tip!
Okay, well, I wanna go watch that movie. I’ll check in here again soon. Stay safe and sending good vibes!
