Why I’m always so discouraged
Sorry that is just the truth… 😩😩😩

An example :
Today, I went to the church to play piano for a concert. After my performance, I passed time by watching Spongebob, helping my brother with his film’s musics (check out his YouTube channel @botgear) and had fun in the park with him. When the concert was over, dinner was served. There were several reasons why I felt discouraged during it :
- I loved eating a (delicious) sort of bird I couldn’t remember the name. Only after a moment, there was no more left!
- I put way too much spice in my pasta and my mouth was VERY hot.
- I spilled food on my dress while eating.
- I was still hungry but I could not eat because there was no bird available and I felt too discouraged.
- My brother did not want to come sit in the park, because he had to eat.
- I felt lonely because I had no friend to play with. All the girls knew each other for a long time.
As you can see, I was discouraged for unimportant little things, but they still bothered me although their evident impertinence. This example shows you how much I’m a sensible person (maybe a bit too much). I care about close relationships and happiness. A part of me is childish, when the other (tries to) grow up.
Why I am likely discouraged in general
I guess I am quite an optimist person, but I am likely discouraged because… I am just likely discouraged when I am in bad mood, for example when I have nothing to do. That’s about to cover it on this subject.
Reasons I might be discouraged about
As I am easily discouraged, I made a short list of the things that discourage me :
- Relationship problems (family, friends, boys)
- An error I made or failure
- Bad events that happen
- Things I don’t enjoy or hate
By reading this article, I realize I have a lot of progress to make in the future. I will try to improve myself.
Conclusion
Even if I discourage myself often, I have my ups and I love the life I have been given. To be honest, I don’t discourage myself THAT much… I just had a bad day today and was feeling like expressing it. Because writing always helps me feel less lonely…
Thanks for reading!
L.
