I’m so happy to know I’m not the only one! I’ve always questioned myself as to why I’m having those horror fantasies. Mainly just saying to myself: “What’s wrong with you? Do you actually want bad things to happen?” Haha!
Personally, I narrowed it down to a mix of two explanations: I’m an anxious person and I’m a fiction writer. The visions come from the anxious person in me, but I can’t let this part of me analyze them. When I see them from the eye of the fiction writer, that helps me get less “horrified” by the fantasies and more curious about them, from a creative point of view.
Thank you for sharing this! I feel more normal now!