Even though I now where I am and even though I heard his words, I can stop having all these flashbacks from the nights and days we spent together. His smell, his hair, his lips and even the words he created for us… all comes to my mind and reflects and shows me that it is not here, it is not real. It happened and it was… You were here and I was there, I asked and you gave. Yes, it happened and yes, it was. But nothing more.