Woman with a view — One Minute Musings — LexNickels
Woman with a view — One Minute Musings — LexNickels
Photo by Ryan Pouncy on Unsplash

I often get lost in this fantasy.

Where I am thrusted into the wicked depths of ecstasy — violently.
Without wings — naked.
Unable to fly.

A rag doll, drifting from universe to universe, in and out of existence.
Dissolved into the ether.

Eaten by millions of microscopic feelings — emotional.
Brightly lit and on fire.

A supernova into the atmospheric pressure of desire — consumed.
Washed out by the storm, piece by piece.
Trapped in capsules of molecular vapor — Falling.

So hedonistic.
Tragically quick with.
The sins of commitment.
Erased in obliviscence.

Crashing
into
your
existence.

So masochistic…


A Poem

Man at the mountain top — Poetry on Medium, One Minute Musings
Man at the mountain top — Poetry on Medium, One Minute Musings
Photo by Alejandro Tocornal on Unsplash

I close my eyes

Birds chirping, wind blowing

Gently, then aggressively tempting me to leap

If all goes wrong-I’m hesitant

The hesitation- imminent death

Falling doesn’t feel natural

Beneath me

Ocean collides with rock, colliding with earth

Mind racing, colluding with fear

Betraying the courage that time and experience built

The feet guiding me to the ledge, no longer my own

Airborne, earth beneath me — above me

Struggling to release the pain I’m feeling — I’ve felt

Nothing to catch me

Ocean colliding with rocks, colliding with earth

In this moment, a broken heart doesn’t sound that bad

Eyes…


A Poem

Smiling woman — One Minute Musings Poetry on Medium
Smiling woman — One Minute Musings Poetry on Medium
Photo by Alexander Krivitskiy on Unsplash

I want make your head spin
while you sit there listening to my heartbeat
sweat tickling the lower back of your physique
down your thighs to the sole of your feet…

I want to make you tremble
send vibrations of excruciating pleasure
with a look like that on your face…

Loud movements as if I wasn’t watching
studying the warm colors of your moans
I want to make you see sounds…

My favorite subject
the curriculum is you
and with your eyes wide open
releasing your secrets
with every convulsion directed at me…

Damn, what a fantasy made real with…


A Poem, circa 1999

Man and woman holding hands — One Minute Musings | Poetry on Medium
Man and woman holding hands — One Minute Musings | Poetry on Medium
Photo by Ani Kolleshi on Unsplash

So today I searched my soul for freedom,
because yesterday I found imprisonment.

Yesterday I searched my soul for deliverance,
because today I found mediocrity.

Today I searched for an answer,
only to find excuses and doubt.

So yesterday I searched for companionship,
because today I found loneliness.

Today I searched for friendship,
only to find betrayal and deceit.

So yesterday I searched for love,
because today I may find hate.

So today I searched for hell,
only to find angels that guided me another way.

So yesterday I searched for truth, because today I learned our government no longer…


A Poem

Innocence on her face, waiting to be discovered
like the solution to a terrible mistake.

Beautiful woman with gold glitter — @LexNickels Poetry on Medium
Beautiful woman with gold glitter — @LexNickels Poetry on Medium
Photo by Karina Tess on Unsplash

As if God, himself…
herself…
themselves…
placed it there.

So perfect, without a stain from the world.
You could say it was an aphrodisiac, shaped from Aphrodite herself.
Laced smiles with scents of patchouli and lavender fill your senses.

Blinding ethos…
eroded logos…
releasing pathos…

Completely, utterly, violently… without reason.

No lies, no tricks or deceit at the gate of her lips, until she bites. Not a wrinkle in all the 40 years she’s been on this earth. Life must have been good to this…

Lex Nickels

A poet, writer, developer, consultant, sensualist. New to Medium. I’m a guy daring greatly. Feel free to reach out on Twitter: @LexNickels.

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