I’m truly sorry to what you’ve been through.. but I don’t get it. You live in a free country why couldn’t you just report this? I would understand if you were surrounded by the "blame the victim" kind of people but I’ve always wanted to live in a 1st world country because women’s rights are taken seriously. I believe seeing your rapist being punished for doing wrong to you is the most satisfying feel you’ll have.
I really hope you won’t go through that experience again nor any other person anywhere and have the peaceful joyful life you deserve.