I’m not even sure I know what that word means anymore. I feel like I can’t breathe. I’m always wanting more, more, and more. I can’t do it anymore. I keep telling myself it’s okay. That’ll it get better. Somehow it always does, then I have night’s like these. I’m incredibly talented at being my worst enemy.

You see, I’m so sick and tired of me. I’m so sick and tired of not living up to my very potential. I don’t know how to stop this slide. I’ve had many tell me how talented, smart, and cool I am. I’m not sure I feel any of those things right now. I just know how much I want to change. I want to change the world.