Hi reader ☺ what's up? so.. for my first post i'm gonna write about something thats been in my head for so long i've lost track.

You know how it is with ‘Blog-girls’,theres this thin line that we can't cross. Theres a barrier between us and utter honesty. I’d like to think i'm super honest and straightforward, heck everybody would like to think that but come on man, are you kidding? I mean i have some pretty messed up, dark, bitchy as hell skeletons in my closet! And if I let them come out in the open im sure they would eat me up whole!
Now thats not very attractive is it? And yeah.. of course i want to be attractive! Who doesn't for goodness sake. I want people to like me so even though i don't necessarily lie online.. i just keep a lot of myself buried in so that the world would read my stuff and feel sane rather than be influenced by my demons.

Now i'm no revolutionary, i like how life is most days. Although it tends to get pretty shitty at times thats just how life works! But truth be told there are a lot of messy, sticky situations i'm protecting myself from..the world is filled with people who are Racist, Sexist, Anti-Islamists who are venom spewing, hate brewing jerks who are bashing away and insulting each other trying to push one another out of the arena!
If you're able to protect yourself from all of that then im sure theres more chance you can be happy.
Being a newbie blogger, its hard for me to keep myself in check.. its hard for me to withhold tidbits of my personal life from you. I keep trying to remind myself how important that is. I still slip though especially when i cant take it anymore.
I love you,okay? ❤ Im not saying you're one of those judgemental psychos out there! You're my reader. :*
But you're human,if i see someone overly sentimental i'm gonna think they are Emo and i don't know them.. maybe they are but maybe not? I could be offending someone.
I think if you don't wanna be called a bitch, dont be bitchy. If you don't wanna be called a dumbass, stop being dumb. Ugh. why are we even talking about this? Whatever im saying makes no sense right?

My point is..for me.. Blogging is home. Home is protective if it has walls otherwise the rain and storm is gonna barge in and ruin the furniture!
But still you can't live in walls, your gonna have to make little windows to let in the fresh air and sunlight. which is good.
And sometimes when you're tired of sitting at home with your friends, you can go out and hangout with your friends! :p

Sorry, im a totally metaphorical person. Not as much as Augustus Waters though but pretty much i guess ^-^
How good is that movie though? Have you read the book? John Green is much love! ❤
Leave a comment or something so i know you were here okay?
Bye ☺