Do you ever feel guilty? Guilty for wanting more out of life than what you have? Guilty for praying to God everynight to help you be “happy” when you know deep down inside there is already so much you should be happy for? So much he has blessed you with?
I ask myself, does this make me selfish? Praying to God that he helps me find a love of my own, when i already have so many people who love me. Praying to God that he helps me find a second job when i already have a first? Praying to God he helps me lose weight so i can have that perfect body, when im healthy.
I feel guilty. I feel selfish. Asking for these superficial materialistic things that will make me “happy” when there are people in the world praying to God that he saves a loved one. Praying they don’t starve tonight. Praying they bring their fathers home safely.
Be grateful you are Blessed beyond words.
