Lola LouiseQue RicoI want you to bend me over the bed with your body against mine. I want you to kick my legs apart and stretch my arms wide so that I’m…Jul 22, 2020Jul 22, 2020
Lola LouiseDriving outI’m dipping into it again. I think about clawing my way out, like the earth is splitting in a movie and I’m hanging off the edge; my arms…Jun 22, 2020Jun 22, 2020
Lola LouiseIs it my job to love you?Every now and then I make a list of everything you wouldn’t let me do, of everything about you that left a bad taste in my mouth or left me…Nov 14, 2018Nov 14, 2018
Lola LouiseI want to be as real as I can with this story, so I will do my best, as I have always.I met him on tinder. There weren’t many good photos of his face so when I went to meet him I was a little nervous I wouldn’t recognize him…Sep 22, 2018Sep 22, 2018
Lola Louise“Where Does the Good Go?”I’ve been playing that song a lot within the past week. It’s a pretty straight forward question, where did all that was good, go? now that…Aug 29, 2018Aug 29, 2018
Lola LouiseWhen I was younger I was filled with anxiety and it turns out that it just gets worse as you’re…When I was younger my mom put me in Girl Scouts with the best of intentions.May 29, 2018May 29, 2018
Lola LouiseHealing from the Letter JayI’m here right now to say that never again will I let you into my life. Our relationship was tumultuous, punctuated by my mental illness…Apr 25, 2018Apr 25, 2018
Lola LouiseToo much and never enoughEvery so often I am sitting in my new city and I let the wreckage of my past wash over me. At first glance everything feels okay, perhaps…Apr 12, 2018Apr 12, 2018
Lola LouiseThe first in a very small list of ConorsThe summer before I lost my mind I had my first boyfriend. His name was Conor and he was my roommates friend from high school. He moved to…Feb 22, 2018Feb 22, 2018
Lola LouiseThe Poet…Remember when you made pasta that was awful and I laughed and ate it anyway? The strawberries you put in our champagne? Remember when I…Dec 26, 2017Dec 26, 2017